I hate eating, I hate the way I feel after I eat but all I do is eat I literally have no control over eating. I eat and eat and eat when I’m not even hungry and then I have to puke it up or use laxatives or exercise because the thought of gaining weight is so scary I would rather die than be fatter than I am. I just want it all to stop I’m hurt and upset and I just want to die. This is too much. This sad excuse for life is too much.
My parents disapprove of a lot of things, mostly things that people should dislike, like racism and sexism. But, I assume you mean things that I do that my patents disapprove of. They hate that I smoke cigarettes, they hate that I smoke weed, they hate that i like alcohol. But they accept that these are things kids my age do. Although I feel like I know what I want right now, I know I will grow out of some things as I get older. Someday I will not accept the same things that my parents don’t accept.